7 August 2013 @ dreamz bakery : Hon foo happy birthday ! ❤

Happy birthday fat fat.
Lazy to write, so pictures !!!! :DDDDD

 the birthday boy :)

is been long time i didnt meet shi kai.
we were then sing k at shi kai house since the bakery close by 10

Lalalalala, is just some people to introduce :)

Ahahahah. I am back, finally back!
That day he asked me, why I like to take photo for everything, is not like I am a blogger. And I told he , I seriously own a blog, so yes, I write .
Then he mock me and said. " I bet you have been ABANDON your blog for like 3000 years "and he ask for my last log in . 😐😕😥😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😅 he won !!!!
Ya, he is right, is like 6 months I never log in not to say write something.
So yes. I decided to write something that happened in these months.
Scroll back my photo gallery . I decided to start with some people that I met in Utar
17 June. I get to know Danny and it happened to be we shared the same bday,I am so happy that I finally meet one. And some thing much more surprise is there is another one that shared the same birthday with us, which is foong. And later he become one of my VIP in my life, my piggy , my brother :) we had lunch that day, and I met shu en, a super flitter, really good in communication, nice and cute girl, she is in debate team ;)
We also hang out everyday , movie, start gazing. I thought they really like me, and I feel they really care about me, I am so happy that time,

27 July, we went movida, is so cute that when someone in the group get drunk. Ahahahahaah .

life go on , we keep hanging out , life is full with food, fun, friends and movie,

Busy everyday, work on assignment and lab report, utar seriously have heavy loaded homework 

I even have to finish assignment alone because didnt get any group member,

They help me study for tests too, I thought they are really nice to me. 

Until one day, I know that they don't mean it,I mean some of them, they actually don't like me and talk something really bad behind me, so thing really not nice to listens. Like saying I am actually a slut or I have fuck face, I am some one really "cincai" and I can sleep with anyone, how can some of them do this to me, I really treat them as close friend.

WHATEVER! Since it is past tense already so I just let it go, is good too, at least i know who are my real friends now, is enough that I have foong and qiao rou !

And I know who are matter for me, I got my alevel babes, I got my bro and his birdy . That's enough! ☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺

life is full with unknown

not update my blog for about 2 months, no choice, i am too busy, busy earning money. i have been working almost non stop for 2 months, work 10 to 10 everyday, i am so tired right now.and yet i am still bothering by 'what should i take for my degree' , i really hate this issue. i really dont what to study, petroleum engineering or biomedical engineering. seriously, i dont really like both of these course, I LIKE MEDICINE, even is chinese medicine. i still like it. but i am not allow to take chinese medicine as the demand is too low in malaysia!
i am so scared and confuse now. my feeling now is just like the poem, the road not taken, i want both life . i scare i will miss out something nice or interesting if i choose the first instead of the second.
i hate future, because it is so unpredictable. i hate unknown. seriously i dont know what to do right now.

wish list 2013

kinda late to write a wish list right , not really, i am chinese, and my celebration for chinese new year haven't end yet. is just chu jiu ( 9th day of cny ) * ps : if not mistaken :P *
i got some things to do n things to buy this year!

1. get into utp and study petroleum engineering! which i know i hardly accept by utp due to my results so i got a back up plan for myself! :D that will be going UCSI instead of UTP :/ no choice

2. since i have settle down the course i want so i should work hard for it! i wanna get CGPA 3.5 and above for every minor and important test or exam.

3. get start in a new relationship and forget the past! i am so bored with the life that i having right now! i want some change!

4. I want a birthday celebration this year. NO CELEBRATION OR PRESENT FOR ME last year since everyone was busyyyy with a level

5. buy a new i phone or note! and a i pad too, i want these things so muchhhhh.

6. buy a pairs of converse . i want a high cut one even my legs are fat and short! i dont care what others people think anymore.

7. buy 1 pair of birkenstock and 1 pair of filp flop! one for my mom and one for myself :)

8. buy 1 set of make-up kit. i wanna start to learn make up!

9. buy 2 longchamp! same , one goes to mommy one for me! baby step for me :) and slowly i can get all those branded purse or hand bag for my mom, she didnt ask for it, she will never !i just wanted to give her all those nice stuff!

10. save for taiwan 's trip !! i think my mom wanna go taiwan. thats why i choose this place.

arghhhh! all of this cost me about 17 k !! T__T i can get these things if i don't need to pay college tuition fees by myself ! add up with college fees it will take me 30k . god!! how to earn that much!

my due date will be 18.2.2014! HOPE I CAN ACHIEVE IT! wish me good luck ;)

anyone wanna sponsor or send it as a gift for me kindly contact me through email ！ XD JUST KIDDING ! DON'T TAKE IT SERIOUS!

WORK HARD YANYEE! WORK HARD!

*ps : i am so lazy to post about my trip to thailand and about cny this year :X they are really long post!

chinese new year means??

lets have a lovely mood by looking at this picture first :) they say the colours in the picture can actually make people feel better and have a better mood. does it happened to you? it happened to me so i share to all of you ^^ wish you guys have a nice day !

okie. lets start the topic of the day, yes. chinese new year !! does cny means anything to you, to me it does when i am going back to my home town . i love going back home town for cny, i love having cny reunion dinner together. that feeling is so lovely having dinner together for 24 people, it is so crowed so you can only take a small place at the dinning table but is warm, and you get to chat around with you relatives. oh god! i just love that feel! after dinner the kids will play all the firecracker , ps or i pad. the for those youths and adults will all start gamble ! hahahahaha .then for nian chu yi grandmom will play all those cny songs because there are alot of kid in my family .

but all these are not gonna happen to me this year! because i am not going back to home town :( :O
sad sia. this will gonna be a boring cny because i will just stay at home. no cny songs and all those nice stuff for me :(((((((((( so this cny is gonna be so so to me, and i am not excited at all for this cny, it seem like meaningless .

didnt bought much for cny as i am not going out. and some of the clothes i actually bought for cny , i already wore it. so i didnt take the pictures of those clothes. the clothes of the upper part of the picture i bought it at malaysia while the rest of it i bought it at bangkok. i bought 2 pairs of shoes at bangkok too. things at bangkok are so cheap and look nice too, but , you know right when something look nice and cheap, you cant put high expectation on their quality. the money that i spend for the clothes i bought in malaysia is actually about 3x the money i spend at bangkok .

lastly! wish you guys have a happy chinese new year ! gong xi fa cai XD

天秤座的悲哀

"天秤座特执着，特捉摸不透。没有安全感，占有欲强，控制欲强。
容易胡思乱想，多疑，极敏感，嫉妒心强， 最容易吃醋。
忽冷忽热，忽远忽近。
爱顾影自怜，N重性格，严重精神分裂， 特大号神经病。特大号神经病!!!"

对! 这就是我, 我很矛盾. 从来不知道自己想要怎样,想做什么.
从来不知道如何表达,不说爱也不道歉.
什么都往肚子塞, 其实我觉得我活得很辛苦.

ps: sorry. i cant update for the post about bangkok trip due to my laptop is broken down. pictures are in my laptop :/

friendships

read my sister's blog just now * daph-nike.blogspot.com * she is having the same problem that i used to have it last time. yes, about friendships ! is mainly about one of her best friend started to change after his new relationship, not become better but worst. he started to stay away from my sister and his gang . my sister and her gang is now worry about the girl will give him bad influence ---ps : that girl didn't come from good class and seem to have attitude problem---

after listen to my sister , i was like , chill! your best friend will eventually come back to you as long as you never give them up and always try to help. and it seem like everyone will go through all these. just like me! feel glad now, because my best friend seem like coming back to me :)

stay tuned!
gonna update my blog soon.
it will be about a trip that i went last week. * phuket / bangkok *

and lastly , wanna wish one of my high school best friend

NIKO ! happy birthday <3
stay pretty and happy !!